Yesterday he was grumpy in the morning, walking me to and from yoga. We had a lovely nap together and things were good. I went to see my best friend and felt empowered by her reminding me of things like, You are the best what on earth does he need to think about? When I walked Kungsgatan back and texted him to meet up, we did meet up and he got upset for me taking a different route, accused me of walking wobbly and of taking drugs at her house, got upset because there was no American bar at Haymarket, where I meant at the Haymarket hotel. Etc, etc. I felt strong and fierce and really told him off that this behavior and these ridiculous accusations have to stop. We had some beers at the international and cleared the air and could laugh about it. Things were great and fun.

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